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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    6:46 pm
    @@@@@ Nothing in the known world, at
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    Nothing in the known world, at least
    Breathing, I thought, and that seemed right, but
    what kind of animal made such a vast grinding
    sound when it drew in breath? And God, that itch
    was driving me crazy, all the way up my forearm to
    the crease of the elbowI went to scratch it,
    reaching across my chest with my left hand, and of
    course there was no elbow, no forearm, and I
    scratched nothing but the bedsheet
    That brought me fully awake and I sat upAlthough
    the room was still very dark, enough starlight
    came in through the westward-facing window for me
    to see the foot of the bed, where one of my
    suitcases rested on a benchThat locked me in
    placeI was on Duma Key, just off the west coast
    of Florida - home of the newly wed and the nearly
    96
    deadI was in the house I was already thinking of
    as Big Pink, and that grinding sound -
    "It's shells," I murmured, lying back down
    "Shells under the house
    I loved that sound from the first, when I woke up
    and heard it in the dark of night, when I didn't
    know where I was, who I was, or what parts were
    still attached
    It had me from hello
    3 - Drawing on New Resources
    i
    What came next was a period of recovery and
    transition from my other life to the one I lived
    on Duma KeyKamen probably knew that during
    times like that, most of the big changes are going
    on inside: civil unrest, revolt, revolution, and
    finally, mass executions as the heads of the old
    regime tumble into the basket at the foot of the
    guillotineI'm sure the big man had seen such
    revolutions succeed and seen them failBecause
    not everyone makes it into the next life, you know
    97
    And those who do don't always discover heaven's
    golden shore
    My new hobby helped in my transition, and Ilse
    helped, tooI'll always be grateful for thatBut
    I'm ashamed of going through her purse while she
    was asleepAll I can say is that at the time I
    seemed to have no choice
    ii
    I woke up the morning after my arrival feeling
    better than I had since my accident - but not so
    well I skipped my morning pain cocktailI took
    the pills with orange juice, then went outsideIt
    was seven o'clockPaul the air would have
    been cold enough to gnaw on the end of my nose,
    but on Duma it felt like a kiss
    I leaned my crutch where I'd leaned it the night
    before and walked down to those docile waves ag
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    6:51 pm
    @@@@@Someone I didn't know wellMaybe Violetta? It
    @@@@@Someone I didn't know wellMaybe Violetta? It held that
    same depressed tone that I recognized from beforeIt erased any notion that I'd been imagining
    things
    “Doc didn't want toIt was Jared's idea this time
    I was sure that it was Geoffrey who spoke now, though his voice was a little changed by the
    subdued revulsion in itGeoffrey had been with Trudy on the raid, of courseThey did
    everything together
    “I thought he was the biggest opponent to this business
    That was Travis, I guessed
    “He's more… motivated now,” Geoffrey answeredHis voice was quiet, but I could tell he was
    angry about something
    They passed just half a foot from where I cringed into the rocksI froze, holding my breath
    “I think it's sick,” Violetta mutteredIt's never going to work
    They walked slowly, their steps weighted with despairNo one spoke again in my hearingI stayed motionless until their
    footsteps had faded a little, but I couldn't wait until the sound disappeared completelyIan
    might be following me already
    I crept forward as quickly as I could and then started jogging again when I decided it was safe
    I saw the first faint hints of daylight streaming around the curving tunnel ahead, and I shifted
    into a quieter lope that still kept me moving swiftlyI knew that once I was around the gradual
    arc, I would be able to see the doorway into Doc's realmI followed the bend, and the light
    grew brighter
    I moved cautiously now, putting each foot down with silent ca
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    6:54 pm
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    omega seamaster watch,zucca fendi bag,used louis vuitton,chloe bag,cartier must 21@@@@@He was a short thin man with a quiet sensitive face, rather dull eyes, and a thin neat mustache"Good old Wakara," Dove saidWakara continued to look at his legsAbout a week before, he had overheard Dove saying to some officer, "You know our Jap translators are overratedI do all the work in our unit, omega seamaster watch of course I'm in charge, but Wakara isn't much help at allI'm always having to correct his translations
    Now Dove was massaging his bony chest with a towel he had brought along"Feels wonderful to get a sweat up in the sun," he muttered, and then turned to Wakara again"I should have known that word, zucca fendi bag you know it's that diary we picked off that Jap major's corpse, fascinating document, did you have a look at it?"
    "Not yet
    "Oh, well, it's wonderfulNo military information, but the guy was a crackpotThe Japs are weird, Wakara
    "They're dopes," Wakara said shortly
    Conn lumbered into the used louis vuitton conversation"I have to go along with you there, WakaraYou know I was in Japan, back in 'thirty-three, and the people are illiterateYou can't teach them a damn thing
    "Gee, I didn't know you were there, Colonel," Dove said"Do you know any of the language?"
    "I never bothered to pick it upI didn't like the chloe bag people and I wanted no truck with themI knew we were going to go to war Dove formed a little mound in the sand with his palm"It must have been a valuable experienceDid you know the Japs were going to go to war, Wakara, when you were there?"
    "No, I was too young, I was just a kid Wakara lit a cartier must 21 cigarett
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    6:54 pm
    @@@@@You make me very happy Scarlett couldn't
    @@@@@You make me
    very
    happy Scarlett couldn't stand another minute of it"Rhett, darling-" His head turned toward her, and she
    stopped
    His face was rigid, blank, all emotion withheld by an iron control
    But his eyes were ú bright; they faced one another for a breathless
    momentThen his lips turned downward at one corner in the sardonic
    smile she knew so well and feared so much"It's a fortunate man," he
    said slowly and clearly, "who receives a greater surprise than he
    gives He held his hands out for hersScarlett put her trembling
    fingers into his palms, conscious of the distance his outstretched arms
    kept between themHis mustache brushed her right cheek, then her
    leftHe'd like to kill me, she thought, and the danger of it gave her
    a strange thrillRhett put his arm around her shoulders, his hand
    clamped like a vise around her upper arm"I'm sure you ladies-and
    Edward-will excuse us if we leave you," he saidThere was an
    appealing mixture of boyishness and roguishness in his voice"It's
    been much too long since I've had a chance to talk to my wifeWe'll
    go upstairs and leave you to solve the problems of the Confederate
    Home He propelled Scarlett out the door without giving her an
    opportunity to make her goodbyesRhett didn't speak while he rushed
    her up the stairs and into hisbedroomHe closed the door and stood
    with his back against it"What the hell are you doing here,
    Scarlett?"
    She wanted to hold out her arms to him, but the hot rage in his eyes
    warned her not toScarlett made her eyes widen in innocent
    misunderstandingHer voice was rushed and charmingly breathless
    when
    she spoke"Aunt Eulalie wrote and told me what you were saying,
    Rhett
    -about how you longed for me to be here with you, but I wouldn't
    leave
    the storeOh, darling, why didn't you tell me? I don't care two pins
    for the store, not compared to you She watched his eyes war
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    6:46 pm
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    “We walked up to go down?” asked Conklin
    “Security,” answered the director“It’s the only way to get where we’re goingThere’s no
    elevator on the first floor
    “Why not, may the man with one foot missing ask?” said Alex
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    accesses to the cellars are sealed off except for two elevators that bypass the first floor and for
    which you need a keyThis one and another on the other side; this takes us to where we want to go,
    the other leads to the furnaces, air-conditioning units and all the rest of the normal basement
    equipmentFrank gave me the key, incidentallyIf it doesn’t return to its slot within a given period
    of time, another alarm goes off
    “It all strikes me as omega planet ocean unnecessarily complicated,” said Panov curtly, nervously
    “Not necessarily, Mo,” interrupted Conklin gently“Explosives can be concealed pretty easily in
    heating pipes and ductsAnd did you know that during the last days of Hitler’s bunker a few of his
    saner aides tried to insert poison gas into the air-filtering machinery? These are just precautions
    The elevator stopped and the door opened“To your left, Doctor,” Holland saidThe hallway
    was a glistening pristine white, gucci for sale antiseptic in its way, which was altogether proper, as this
    underground complex was a highly sophisticated medical centerIt was devoted not only to the
    healing of men and women, but also to the process of breaking them down, crippling their
    resistance so that information might be revealed, truths learned that could prevent the penetration of
    high-risk operations, frequently saving lives as a result
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    241
    They entered a room that was in replica gucci stark contrast to the antiseptic quality of the fluorescent-lit
    hallwayThere were heavy armchairs and soft indirect lighting, a coffee urn on a table with cups
    and saucers; newspapers and magazines were folded neatly on other tables, all the comforts of a
    lounge designed for those waiting for someone or somethingFrom an inner door a man in a white
    medical jacket appeared; he was frowning, looking uncertain
    “Director Holland?” he said, approaching Peter, extending his chanel classic bag h
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    6:46 pm
    @@@@@He had a perfectly typical body for a white
    @@@@@He had a
    perfectly typical body for a white middle-class
    man of fifty or so, one I imagined you could see
    in any Gold's Gym changing room: poochy stomach,
    flat little no-cheeks ass, moderate man-titsHis
    face was intelligent and well-bredOn that face
    now was a melancholy she's-almost-gone lookA
    nothing-will-change-it lookThis was Max from
    207
    Palm DesertHe might as well have been wearing a
    sign around his neckMax who had lost his father
    last year, Max who had started by offering Pam
    coffee and had ended up offering her moreShe'd
    taken him up on the coffee and the more, but not
    all the more he would have givenYou couldn't see all of it, but what you
    could see was a lot more naked than his ass
    The other man leaned in the doorway with his
    ankles crossed, a position that pressed his thighs
    together and pushed his considerable package
    forwardHe was maybe ten years older than the man
    at the window, in better shapeLong muscles in the thighsHis arms
    were folded below his chest and he was looking at
    Pam with a little smile on his faceI knew that
    smile well, because Tom Riley had been my
    accountant - and my friend - for thirty-five years
    If it had not been custom in our family to ask
    your father to be your best man, I would have
    asked Tom
    I looked at him standing naked in the doorway,
    looking at my wife on the bed, and remembered him
    helping me move my stuff out to Lake Phalen
    208
    Remembered him saying You don't give up the house,
    that's like giving up home field advantage in a
    playoff game
    Then catching him with tears in his eyesBoss, I
    can't get used to seeing you this way
    Had he been fucking her then? I thought notBut -
    I'm going to give you an offer to take back to her,
    I'd saidOnly maybe he'd done more
    than make my offer
    I limped to the big window, not using my crutch
    Sunset was still hours off, but the light was
    westering strongly, beating a reflection off the
    waterI made myself look directly into that
    glaring track, wiping my eyes repeate
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    6:50 pm
    @@@@@ “We're not going back without medicine for
    @@@@@
    “We're not going back without medicine for Jamie My voice was harder than his
    His got harder to match it“What do you propose we do, then, Wanda?”
    “I'll need a rock“You're going to have to hit me
    CHAPTER 44
    Healed
    Wanda…”
    “We don't have timeI'd do it myself, but I can't get the angle rightThere's no other way
    “I don't think I can… do it
    “For Jamie, even?” I pushed the good side of my face as hard as I could against the headrest of
    the passenger seat and closed my eyes
    Jared was holding the rough fist-sized stone I'd foundHe'd been weighing it in his hand for
    five minutes
    “You just have to get the first few layers of skin offJust hide the scar, that's allC'mon, Jared,
    we have to hurryJamie…”
    Tell him I said to do it nowAnd make it a good oneAnd make sure you do it hard enoughGet it all the first time
    “Do it, Jared!”
    He took a deep breath, a gaspI felt the air move and squeezed my eyes tighter
    It made a squishing sound and a thud–that was the first thing I noticed–and then the shock of
    the blow wore off, and I felt it, tooI hadn't meant to make any soundI knew that would make it worse for
    himBut so much was involuntary with this
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    6:55 pm
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    He stepped warily along the passageway, narrow and lighted poorly, the metal floor plates obstructed by an occasional pile of equipment sloppily covered with a small tarpaulinOnce he skidded and almost fell on some oil slick"Goddam filthy place," he sworeHe was enraged, inordinately angry, and it seemed without causeHearn paused, wiping his forehead roughly with his sleeveWhat the hell's kelly hermes bag the matter with me?
    "Are you junior officers getting your liquor supplies?" the General had asked, and something had leaped in him at that moment, left his nerves raw and displaced since thenWhat had the General meant?
    After a moment or two he pushed down the corridor againThe ship's stores office was in a medium-sized cabin off the passagewayIt was cluttered with odd ration crates, bits kelly hermes of wood from broken boxes, a pile of papers which had overflowed from a wastebasket, and a large worn desk pushed into one corner
    "Are you Kerrigan?" Hearn asked the officer sitting at the desk
    "That's right, sonny, what can I do for you?" Kerrigan had a lean, rather battered face with a few teeth missing
    Hearn stared at him a moment, his anger pulsing again"Let's cut out all this chanel earrings 'sonny' crap He was rather startled by his own rage
    "Anything you say, Lieutenant
    Hearn controlled himself with an effort'"I've got a landing barge over the sideHere's the requisition for the supplies I wantI'd like to get out of here without taking up too much of your time or mine
    Kerrigan went through the slip"This's for officers' mess, eh, Lieutenant?" He ticked off the items aloud"Five omega pocket watch cases of whisky, a carton of salad oil, carton of mayonnaise" -- Kerrigan pronounced it "myonize" with an amused brogue -- "two crates of boned canned chicken, a box o' condiments, a dozen bottles of Worcestershire, a dozen bottles of chili, a crate of ketchupRestrained tastes y' haveI surmise tomorra you'll be sendin' out a barge to pick up a coupla jars of mustard"Pick and choose, pick and cartier santos watch ch
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    6:55 pm
    @@@@@After their working hours as clerks or
    @@@@@After their
    working hours as clerks or laborers, former plantation owners took the
    streetcars or walked to the outskirts of the city to rebuild the
    two-mile oval of the Charleston Race Course and to plant the
    blood-soaked churned mud of the land around it with grass seed
    bought
    with combined widow's mitesLittle by little, by symbols and by
    inches, Charlestonians were regaining the essence of their beloved lost
    worldBut there was no room in it for anyone who didn't belong
    there
    couldn't hide her amazement at the orders Scarlett gave her when she
    was unlacing for bed the first night in the Butler house"Take the
    green walking-out costume I wore this morning and give it a good
    brushingThen take off every speck of trimming, including the gold
    buttons, and sew on some plain black buttons instead
    "Where I going to find any black buttons, Miss Scarlett?"
    "Don't bother me with fool questions like thatButler's
    maid-what's her name? CelieAnd wake me up tomorrow at five
    o'clock
    "Five o'clock?"
    "Are you deaf? You heard meI want that green outfit
    ready to put on when I get up Scarlett sank gratefully into the
    feather mattress and down pillows on the big bedIt had been an
    over-full, over-emotional dayMeeting Miss Eleanor, then shopping,
    then that silly Confederate Home meeting, then Rhett appearing from
    nowhere with the silver tea service Her hand stretched over to the
    empty space beside herShe wanted him there, but perhaps it was
    better to wait a few days, until she was really accepted in
    Charleston
    That miserable Ross! She wouldn't think about him or those horrible
    things he'd said and doneMiss Eleanor had denied him the house,
    and
    she wouldn't have to see him, she hoped not ever againShe'd think
    about something elseShe'd think about Miss Eleanor, who loved her
    and who was going to help her get Rhett back, even if she didn't know
    that's what she was doingThe Market, Miss Eleanor had said, was
    the
    place to meet everybody and hear all the newsSo to the Market she
    would gotomorrowScarlett would have been happier if it wasn't
    necessary to go so early, at six o'clockI have to
    say this for Charleston, she thought sleepily, it's plenty busy, and I
    like thatShe was only halfway through a yawn when she fell asleep
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    6:46 pm
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    Christ’s sake, where?
    “Jason!” she had screamed at the top of her voice“Jason, come back!”
    People had looked at her, some with the empathetic glances of lovers burned, most simply
    disapprovingShe had run down the never-ending steps to the street, spending—how long rolex daytona cosmograph a time
    she could not recall—searching for himFinally, in exhaustion, she had taken a taxi back to the
    MeuriceIn a daze, she reached her room and fell on the bed, refusing to let the tears comeIt was
    no time for tearsIt was a time for a brief rest and food; energy to be restored, the lessons of Jason
    BourneThen back into the streets, the hunt to continueAnd as she lay there, staring at the wall,
    she prada tote bag felt a swelling in her chest, in her lungs perhaps, and it was accompanied by a sense of passive
    elationAs she was looking for David, he was looking for herHer husband had not run away, even
    Jason Bourne had not run awayNeither part of the same man could have seen herThere had been
    another unknown reason for the sudden, hurried exit from the Trocadéro, but there was only one
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    thirteen years agoHe, too, understood that somewhere, someplace in those memories he would
    find her
    She had rested, ordered room service and two hours later gone out again into the streets
    Now, at the moment, as she drank her tea, she could not wait for the light to comeThe day
    ahead was meant for searching
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE logo chanel ULTIMATUM
    256
    “Bernardine!”
    “Mon Dieu, it is four o’clock in the morning, so I can assume you have something vital to tell
    this seventy-year-old man
    “I’ve got a problem
    “I think you have many problems, but I suppose it’s a minor distinctionWhat is it?”
    “I’m as close as I can be but I need an end man
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    6:47 pm
    @@@@@Sitting there, I had no doubt, at the end
    @@@@@Sitting there, I had no doubt,
    at the end of his other lifeOn the table was a
    bowl of fruit and the pistol he kept either for
    target practice (back then his eyes had been fine)
    or for home protection or bothI had sketched the
    pistol and then scribbled it in, giving it a
    sinister, slightly blobby lookThat other house
    was emptySomewhere in that other house a clock
    was tickingSomewhere in that other house a
    refrigerator was whiningThe air was heavy with
    the scent of flowersThe scent was terribleThe
    sounds were worseThe march of the clockThe
    relentless whine of the refrigerator as it went on
    making ice in a wifeless, childless worldSoon
    the man at the table would close his eyes, stretch
    out his hand, and pick a piece of fruit from the
    bowlIf it was an orange, he'd go to bedIf it
    was an apple, he would apply the muzzle of the gun
    304
    to his right temple, pull the trigger, and air out
    his aching brains
    It had been an apple
    v
    Jack showed up the next day with a borrowed van
    and plenty of soft cloth in which to wrap my
    canvasesI told him I'd made a friend from the
    big house down the beach, and that he'd be going
    with us"No problem," Jack said cheerfully,
    climbing the stairs to Little Pink and trundling a
    hand-dolly along behind him"There's plenty of
    room in the - whoa!" He had stopped at the head of
    the stairs
    "Are these ones new? They must be Nannuzzi from the Scoto had asked to see
    half a dozen pictures, no more than ten, so I'd
    split the difference and set out eightFour were
    the ones that had impressed Wireman the night
    before"What do you think?"
    "Dude, these are awesome!"
    305
    It was hard to doubt his sincerity; he'd never
    called me dude beforeI mounted a couple more
    steps and then poked his bluejeaned butt with the
    tip of my crutch
    He stepped aside, pulling the dolly with him, so I
    could climb the rest of the way up to Little P
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    6:59 pm
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    The face in the memory jerked me back to myselfThat was my face! But I didn't remember
    this“I'm new in town and… I think I'm lost
    “Oh! Where tiffany cross are you trying to go? I'll take youOur car is just back –”
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    She's a new neighbor–how nice
    “You're very close,” I tell her“It's just around the second corner up that tiffany replica jewelry way, but you can cut
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    “I'll have to say hello,” she murmurs, but her voice has changed, tensedShe's looking into gucci men watch the
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    12

    ON THE same afternoon that Major Dalleson was mounting his attack, the platoon continued to climb Mount AnakaIn the awful heat of the middle slopes they bogged downEach time they passed through a draw or hollow the air seemed to be refracted from the blazing rocks, and after a time their cheek gucci twirl watch muscles ached from continual squintingIt was a minor pain and should have been lost in the muscle cramps of their thighs, the sullen vicious aching of their backs, but it became the greatest torment of the marchThe bright light lanced like splinters into the tender flesh of their eyeballs, danced about the base of their brains in reddened choleric circlesThey lost all account of the distance they had covered; everything beneath them had blurred, and the individual torments of each kind of terrain were forgottenThey no longer cared if dior bag the next hundred yards was a barren rock slope or a patch of brush and forestEach had its own painful disadvantagesThey wavered like a file of drunks, plodded along with their heads bent down, their arms slapping spasmodically at their sidesAll their equipment had become leaden, and a variety of sores had farrowed on every bony knob of their bodiesTheir shoulders were blistered from the pack bands, their waists were bruised from the jouncing of their cartridge belts, and their rifles clanked abrasively against their sides, raising gucci bookbag blisters on their hipsTheir shirts had long washed lines of white where the perspiration had dried
    They moved numbly, straggling upward from rock to rock, panting and sobbing with exhaustionAgainst his will Croft was forced to give them a break every few minutes; they rested now for as long a period as they marched, lying dumbly on their backs, their arms and legs spread-eagledLike the litter-bearers, they had forgotten everything; they did not think of themselves as individual men any longerThey were merely envelopes of sufferingThey had louis vuitton logo forgotten about the patrol, about the war, their past, they had even forgotten the earth they had just climbedThe men around them were merely vague irritating obstacles into which they blunderedThe hot glaring sky and the burning rock were far more intimateTheir minds scurried about inside their bodies like rodents in a maze, concentrating fruitlessly on first the quivering of an overworked limb and then on the smarting of a sore, became buried for many minutes in the agony of drawing another breath
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    6:54 pm
    @@@@@Sometimes I miss it so much I want to
    @@@@@Sometimes I miss it so much I want to scream
    oh Lord, more gushingAt least it doesn't hurtHardly a
    contraction at all, more a twitch or something Then why does so
    much blood gush out? What's going to happen when the real labor
    starts? Dear God, there'll be a river of blood, all over the floor
    Everybody'll have to wash their feetFitzpatrick
    has a bucket of feet waterI wonder if she hollers before she throws
    it out? I wonder where the hell she is? As soon as this is over I'm
    going to fire her-no references, either, at least nothing she'll want
    to show anybodyRunning off and leaving me dying of thirst here all
    by myselfDon't kick like thatYou're more like a mule than a
    horseI'm not going to lose hold of myself,
    I'm notThe O'Hara doesn't do that kind of thingWhat was that? The doctor? Mrs"Are you doing all right, MrsO'Hara?"
    "Just fine," said The O'Hara"I've brought sheets and blankets and
    soft pillowsSome men are coming with a mattressCan I do
    anything
    for you?"
    "I'd like some water Scarlett propped herself on an elbow and drank
    thirstily"Who's getting the doctor?"
    "ColumHe tried to cross the river for the doctor in Adamstown, but
    he couldn't make itI'd like some more water please, and a fresh sopperThis
    one's soaked throughFitzpatrick tried to hide the horror on
    her face when she saw the blood-soaked towel between Scarlett's legs
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    6:52 pm
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